Hello everyone, my name is Peggy McDaniel McCombs. I have been a part of the FanFic World since 2009, when I found Fanfic.net and started reading anything that had to do with Twilight. I think the first story I ever read on that site was “I Told You So” by ImaginaryHeart. From then on I was hooked.
After reading so many wonderful stories, I wondered if I could write something. I did so, but I was so afraid to post it thinking that it wasn’t good enough – fearing what others would think of this amateur who was trying to break into their fantasy world with this less than desirable story. This one writer that I befriended, after reviewing one of her stories, asked me to join a wolf-centric site – which I did – knowing I would get to read even more of what I still obsess over. It was the site owner that pushed me into posting that story.
It was called just plain Jake and Bella. I was new at doing this, and it really wasn’t that good of a story, but as I said, I was new to this type of thing. I also found out early on that I needed a Beta. I have had a few Betas since that time, but in the end I found the one Beta that has worked well for me. She has helped me in so many ways to make my stories even better, and in saying that, I have to thank Maria Vilson for all she has done for me. I also have to thank Don’tcallmeleelee for the awesome banner she made me for this story, she totally rocks at making banners.
I also have to thank SparklingFae for giving me this chance to introduce myself and tell you a little about this story that I’ve been posting on Tricky Raven and Fanfic.net.
This story is a Paul and Bella story. It’s called “Not With Her” and it’s about how Paul imprints on Bella and doesn’t want to be tied down to any one girl – much less a girl that had once dated a vampire that he abhors and is his natural enemy. And of course there’s Jake, who thinks he’s head over heels in love with Bella and would do just about anything to stop this relationship from happening.
I’ve been posting this for a while – so we’re pretty close to the end of the story – but here’s a little tease of what is to happen in the next update. Enjoy…huggs.
“Not With Her”
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
"There's a big difference between me watching you sleep than him. I watch you sleep because I love you, and it's hard for me to believe that someone as sweet and loving as you are has forgiven and accepted me. he did it more as a guard; he feared someone would come and take away his blood receptacle," Paul explained.
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"It's the imprint babe. Somewhere deep inside of us we know that we're supposed to be together, so it's only natural that we find love so quickly. We have a bond that can never be broken. Two souls that have found one another that will fight with their dying breaths to stay close to one another, to love one another for the rest of our lives together," Paul softly whispered before kissing Bella again more passionately this time.
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"Do you want to go to the hospital to check on your Dad?" Paul asked. Bella sighed nodding her head.
"Yes, but first I think I need to talk to Jake. There's things I still need to know and jake is the only one I think that would have the answers to many of my questions," she said.
"Okay, we'll head to Sam's first, that's probably where we'll find him," Paul said. Bella looked at Paul confused.
"Why would he be there, wouldn't it be advisable that he'd be at home with Billy...I mean he was hurt as well, wasn't he?" Bella asked. Paul looked shocked at Bella's statement.
He had forgotten that she didn't know that Billy was dead, but it wasn't his place to say anything about it. He knew Jake wanted to tell her about what was going on, and what had happened at the clinic while the rest of us waited to hear if Charlie was going to pull through or not.
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"You know don't you, I mean...yesterday I knew the pack was explaining things to Sue and the others, but I couldn't understand what they were saying, but you heard didn't you...you know what was said? You're keeping secrets from me already Paul, not telling me what I need to know?" Bella asked hurtfully.
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"Jake," Bella said softly as she sat down next to him trying to get his attention. Jake slowly moved his head in her direction and stared at her. Bella noticed his swollen red eyes as though he had been crying. "Jake," she said more anxiously suddenly realizing that she had missed more than she thought she had. Jake gave her a sad smile and reached for on of her hands and held it lightly between both of his large warm ones.
Chapter 17
Bella could feel his erection on her thigh and it was really turning her on. She pressed herself harder against his hardened member hoping it would show him what she really wanted from him, she too wanted to seal the imprint and let him claim her, but was too shy to admit it to him.
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Paul moaned once again and kissed her harder only releasing the kiss when they needed to breath, and even then his lips never left her body. He kissed her jaw and down her neck and up to just behind her ear.
"Please, Bella I need to hear the words," Paul almost begged wanting to hear the words come from her lips. Bella pushed him away slightly and looked up at Paul.
"Paul, I've never done this before," she said blushing brightly. Paul smiled and leaned in and softly and kissed her again as he thought of how glad he was that she would be completely his, that no other man had ever touched her, and that no other man would ever touch her but him for the rest of their lives.
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Paul had been with many women in his life, but never had he felt this way. He could almost feel their two souls meshing together a they came together. His love for this woman was almost too much to stand.
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"You're awful quiet baby are you alright?" Paul asked tightening his hold on her. Bella smiled and nodded her head.
"I'm fine Paul, I was just thinking of what I have to do now," she told him. Paul furrowed his brow wondering what she meant hoping she didn't mean leaving him.
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Jake sat on the sofa at the Uley's and watched as Bella and Paul left the house, and soon after the rest of the pack followed their lead giving him their condolences as they left. Jake thanked them and sat staring out into space trying not to think of all that happened that day.
After a few minutes Jake sighed and rose to his feet and made his way to the Uley's guest bedroom and closed the door behind him falling on the bed. As he laid there staring at the ceiling thoughts of the day reeled through his mind.
His dad had brought this on himself, Jake thought as he lay there, but even thought his dad brought all of this on himself he was still his father and it was just now hitting him that he was gone. All that Billy had done was forgotten, only grief remained in Jake's heart.
Chapter 16
Chapter 15
Bella felt a shiver run through her body as Paul leaned down, his lips lightly brushed across her ear.
“Are you alright?” he whispered. Bella nodded her head and leaned into him feeling completely worn out mentally and physically. Paul, leaving Bella close to his side, moved his arm from her shoulders and picked up her plate and filled it with entirely too much food and placed it in front of her while giving Bella a soft smile.
Just a bit later:
“Bella, I need to talk to you before you go,” Jake said sorrowfully. Bella looked over at Jake and shook her head.
“Not tonight Jake, I’m so tired and I just want to go home,” she told him weakly. Jake nodded in understanding, but spoke again.
“Tomorrow then? Please Bella we really need to talk,” Jake begged needing to tell her about what had happened with his or their dad.
“Tomorrow Jake I promise,” Bella said as Paul stood and wrapped his arms around her and led her from the house. Paul led her to his truck and helped her in and drove, but not to where Bella thought she was going.
“Where are you going?” she asked looking over at Paul confused.
“My house, I can keep a closer eye on you there. I promise I won’t do anything that you aren’t ready to do,” he promised. Bella didn’t know if this was a good idea, but she was too tired to argue so she just went where Paul led.
A bit later at Paul’s:
“Where are you going to sleep?” she asked thinking back to when she first arrived that this house looked too small to house more than one bedroom so, this had to be his room.
“I’ll sleep on the sofa, don’t worry about me I’ll be just fine,” Paul said.
“Wait…no…you can sleep here with me. You won’t be comfortable on the sofa, or I can…,”she started to say and Paul cut her off.
“No, Bella you aren’t sleeping on that old sofa, I’ll be fine I swear,” he said. Bella grabbed his arm and pulled him back as he started to leave the room.
“I’m serious, Paul there’s enough room in this bed for the both of us, besides I don’t think I can sleep if you’re not in here with me,” she finally said as she blushed at admitting she needed him with her tonight.
Just before falling to sleep:
He thought for a minute that he would explain it to Bella, but thought differently when he thought that Jake deserved to explain it to her…he was her sister after all, and although it was devious of Paul, he wanted Jake to squirm a little, while doing so even if Jake did lose his father in the aftermath of things.
“I really don’t want to talk about what happened earlier, Paul,” she said as she lowered her head and placed her hand on Paul’s exposed chest. “I’ve been thinking a lot about the imprint Paul and after talking with Emily I’ve made a decision,” she said running her finger across his muscled chest.
“You have?” Paul asked worried she was going to refuse the imprint. He swallowed and closed his eyes waiting for the bomb to drop.
“Are you alright?” he whispered. Bella nodded her head and leaned into him feeling completely worn out mentally and physically. Paul, leaving Bella close to his side, moved his arm from her shoulders and picked up her plate and filled it with entirely too much food and placed it in front of her while giving Bella a soft smile.
Just a bit later:
“Bella, I need to talk to you before you go,” Jake said sorrowfully. Bella looked over at Jake and shook her head.
“Not tonight Jake, I’m so tired and I just want to go home,” she told him weakly. Jake nodded in understanding, but spoke again.
“Tomorrow then? Please Bella we really need to talk,” Jake begged needing to tell her about what had happened with his or their dad.
“Tomorrow Jake I promise,” Bella said as Paul stood and wrapped his arms around her and led her from the house. Paul led her to his truck and helped her in and drove, but not to where Bella thought she was going.
“Where are you going?” she asked looking over at Paul confused.
“My house, I can keep a closer eye on you there. I promise I won’t do anything that you aren’t ready to do,” he promised. Bella didn’t know if this was a good idea, but she was too tired to argue so she just went where Paul led.
A bit later at Paul’s:
“Where are you going to sleep?” she asked thinking back to when she first arrived that this house looked too small to house more than one bedroom so, this had to be his room.
“I’ll sleep on the sofa, don’t worry about me I’ll be just fine,” Paul said.
“Wait…no…you can sleep here with me. You won’t be comfortable on the sofa, or I can…,”she started to say and Paul cut her off.
“No, Bella you aren’t sleeping on that old sofa, I’ll be fine I swear,” he said. Bella grabbed his arm and pulled him back as he started to leave the room.
“I’m serious, Paul there’s enough room in this bed for the both of us, besides I don’t think I can sleep if you’re not in here with me,” she finally said as she blushed at admitting she needed him with her tonight.
Just before falling to sleep:
He thought for a minute that he would explain it to Bella, but thought differently when he thought that Jake deserved to explain it to her…he was her sister after all, and although it was devious of Paul, he wanted Jake to squirm a little, while doing so even if Jake did lose his father in the aftermath of things.
“I really don’t want to talk about what happened earlier, Paul,” she said as she lowered her head and placed her hand on Paul’s exposed chest. “I’ve been thinking a lot about the imprint Paul and after talking with Emily I’ve made a decision,” she said running her finger across his muscled chest.
“You have?” Paul asked worried she was going to refuse the imprint. He swallowed and closed his eyes waiting for the bomb to drop.
Chapter 15
Paul was fit to be tied. On one hand he was worried about Bella, but on the other he was fighting the anger that stirred inside of him as he paced the waiting room while his imprint visited her father who could very well be dying at the hand of Jake’s father.
Time skips a bit:
It was kind of funny in a way, Paul thought. A few months ago he couldn’t stand the girl, and now here he stood worried she wouldn’t accept him. As for now he couldn’t stand the thought of her being away from him. The need to be touching her or at least knowing that she was close by embedded in every fiber of his being. How could he live without her in his life, he thought.
Time skips again this time there at Sam’s house and Bella is talking to Emily about the imprint trying to find out what all imprinting means:
“I can’t believe there’s this Great Spirit out there that has nothing better to do than to track down a wolf’s mate,” Bella said in an irritated voice. “How can I be sure that Paul’s the right one for me, I mean, I couldn’t handle it if I got hurt again,” she said shaking her head at the thought and continued.
“Paul hated me, he fought the imprint when it first happened, and by how Jake explained it, it sounded like he was no more than a player…he wanted his life to be filled with the women of his choice, not some white girl who dated a vampire,” Bella said sarcastically.
“Well, I can’t argue with you there, except for the white girl part,” Emily said. Bella looked at her confused wondering just who all knew about Billy being her father.
“Bella, I don’t know what all has happened because I haven’t had a chance to sit down and talk to Sam about what went down at your house earlier, but as far as you being all white there is no way. I can tell just by looking at you that you have some Native American blood in you somewhere, your skin is the same color as mine,” she said, which completely threw Bella. After hearing Emily’s astute comment, she looked down at her own skin and noticed that Emily was right. Why hadn’t she noticed this before?
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